Today

Today i wiped the last tear from cheek. i will not cry over the past and pain anymore. What ever pain, emotion, feelings, hurt, and anger remains will be bottled up and tucked away. i refuse to spend the next 6 months of my life struggling to heal like i did the last time. i refuse to wait, and watch, and hope, and suffer. The past is gone and i will move on.

Today i choose to patch my heart by sheer force of will, hold my head up, and face life full of hope for the future. i will be loved, even if it is only to be loved by myself.

~ (c) sierra sugar 10/28/2012